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Run Baby Run.

Don't ever look back.
Monday, April 20, 2009

comp is over. so is my determination. so is my hope. so is my self-esteem. all down the drain. woo-hoo.

it has been a barrage of crap. i'm sick of being such a loser. At everything i do. I either screw up bad. or just. suck at. I don't even know my purpose anymore. i don't have a dream. I don't have a target. I try, but i fail. I aim, but i fail. I'm sick of this shit. These 5 months. we tried our best. but still. I could have done better. but nooo, i had to screw up. It's my fault partially. fuck this.

i'm tired of never fixing the pain. I'm tired of failing everytime i try to BE SOMETHING GOOD AND USEFUL. BUT NO. I HAVE TO FALL EVERY FUCKING TIME.

life's good. this just made it better.

nevertheless, it has been an exhilarating 5months. and i really really cherish AC'09. Although we didnt win, i really had fun. so yeah. really love you guys.

and another thanks to the NCOs. you all really sacrificed your time to come down and help us. =D and thanks for the support. Although we lost, and perhaps a big disappointment, we know we tried our best, and i hope that you all can see it too. There's nothing much left to be said, especially if you lost.

just that, i fucking swear, with the sec3 dudes, to form the best frigging teams next year.

back to being a loser.

i fail.

Ran @ 7:03 AM

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Hey all. it has been. 2 weeks! my msg has flown to 4.22, i've carelessly screwed another maths test, and life's great. Training first bah. 2 more weeks. Seriously though, i felt that we improved alot after bankai-ing. haha. even weidong agrees. Correct. Mockcomp1/2 we were srsly lacking in showmanship, but now, i think we really adapted to the thing. need more SUBSTANCE though. which equals mugging. Compcompcomp. if we ever win... hmm.. nats? idk. stick to zone first bah. :/ later then talk abt others. haha.

LACK OF SLEEP HAS CAUSED MY DOWNFALL. ty mr Yap shinn for pointing that out and making me realise it. -.- determined to sleep by 12.30, at MOST 1 everyday. lol. gouli! = sooper time management! haha.

Hw. maths. sigh. damn scroo-ed. idk what's the prob. am i just stoopid? or do i just lack practice? i'm capitalizing on CHem and physics now... mugging physics. :/ till 12.20 i think. get all the graphs right. haha. Life sucks now yes.

Maths = Morale Mopper. Correct!

:/ below is my blog post about porn. BEFORE you go there, lemme finish the blog post.

haha. changing skin. cos i dun like clicking and going to tagboxes. well, there's nothing more to say. back to work. i guess.
before that, Tag replies! haha.

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leeyin: yeaaahh (: self-appraisal. LOL. eh how you know my blog anw O:
simin: yeah man. one of the four great buddies. LOL. sounds O_O
lingyue: haha. LAG TAG REPLY! yupp. HOPEFULLY THE PERSON will get the idea. and reprocipate. my english sucks. Sue me. O:
TY: Correct! you're observant. or do you have a lot of time. -.-
JAMES: you're not hallucinating. ONGBAK IS BACK =D


Pata-pata-pata-PORN!
PORN-PORN-pata-PORN.
hehe.

Pornography!
Porn. the subject of topic among the young adolescence men that we are now. Although it is thought of by society as something degrading, utterly sick, totally disgusting, the fact is lots of people continue watching, some even indulging in it. Before we actually analyse how "wrong" or merely a demonstration of sexuality, what exactly is the attraction of porn? Porn is thought of as a tool for enjoyment, mostly for men's enjoyment, and women are the topic of attraction in porn.

Some men enjoy porn and that is a fact. Although it is socially thought of as a moral disgrace towards women, the presence of sexual fantasies, not known in real life, is sexually appealing to men, and they are attracted to it. Although porn is wrong, it has been proven that it does not have much to do with increasing rape rates in countries, and even seemed to lower it. Porn is thus a method of "releasing one's desires", through not illegal means, aka. watching porn, and to a certain extent, maybe jacking off. Thus, if porn is looked at another angle, it may actually be a practice that occurs "behind closed doors", and the moral thought of it, in contrast to the prospects of rape that may happen due to pent-up sexual urges, may actually benefit the individual.

However, despite claims of pornography being just a form of entertainment, and mindless "enjoyment", it maintains its status as something morally wrong. Porn expresses sex in a casual, fantasy-like way, and yes, it is not going to happen in everyday life. Despite this, it is a way for men to relieve their deepest, wildest fantasies (ahem-ahem), and at the same time keeping their sexual sanity in check. Porn likens sex to an object for enjoyment, an activity that just relates to fun and, well, sex, like Ryo always says. (: Thus, with this implementation of such ideologies of sex, in the future, if porn was to become a basic commodity for the average man, or even woman, what would happen to the society's view of sex? what would happen to the true meaning of sex, something of (mushiness ahead) love, commitment, and a desire for the other party's body for "spiritual merging"? All these conceptual meanings of sex will be tarnished, and sex will be nothing more than a commercialized tool for fun.

Sex is but a form of expressing sexuality, a form of art, so some claim. It is undeniable, but this is where a line must be drawn between acceptable, and utterly immoral. Sex is, in a way, the celebration of the human body, but when it is commercialized and packaged in a fantasy way, it becomes wrong. plain wrong, and enough is said about it.

An intriguing point however, about pornography, is that although it is condemned by all, society still needs some sexual element for commercialization of packages they want to... well, commercialize. TV ads are filled with "hot babes" walking the catwalk, performing suggestive acts on top of cars (classic), and the commercial ads producers do all this in a bid to attract customers, with the very sexual element that we, YES, we, are so addicted to. Thus, if the government wishes to destroy the presence of porn, we must eradicate the presence of such suggestive acts in our society first.

Ran @ 8:56 AM


bloooging in eng class. supposed to write a post abt Porn. sigh. go do now =D BLOG LATER later. lol =)

Ran @ 12:33 AM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Muhhaha. uber long post today. OK. time to revive it.

let's start with my current life. which sucks. beeg time. 4.22 MSG, screwing up my Comp Team Life, sucking at CCA beeg time too. but at least the gathering today was FUN! haha. Lots of people, well not lots but still... came! and yea it was fun overall. BBQ <3 and we really got to interact more. haha. ok man imma sabo YY. when *ahemyitingahem* came, he was like "omg she's hot" lol =D ok sabo-ed. anw yeah! and kevin's beeg bday present. LOL. a jump into the pool! and stupidedtly, i pushed him in and dropped tgt. omg man 0: i suck! and LY was niao-ing me like "when you push from the back you will pull" and i was O_O oh ya crap why didnt i think of that look. lol. then cake <3 coffee. kev's fav. haha. Happy bday kev. it's still 45min early but still =) and hope YQ likes the cookabara/kookabra/koocabura/whatever bura you call it -.- haah. got to see many people, and they all changed! yay. got wet and went kev hse change. SURPRISINGLY, i fit into his clothes! yay. i feel a sense of achievement. LOL. gouli! then went get my bag with LY, barefooted somemore and she was complaining i walk too fast .__. lol and she was like pushing me -.- on the way there and i kept stepping on the )@(!#* grass which i was afraid got dog crap 0:

anw went home aft that. showered and ate cos i was beezzeee cooking for the dudes cos YY CANT COOK NO SHIT. yeah man. 0: so overall succesS! i hope i fall sick tmr and Pon training. oops. yes.

and why YOU never come. :/ damn sad. LOL. oops. too much info.

screw after-church training, cos i'm not going for sure. -.-

yea man. so that's abt all today. MELBOURNE! haha. it's the love man. will post another day. cos i got another blog to update. sigh. bye peops.

Ran @ 8:12 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

haha (: Long Post in a Long Time.

life has been. OMGWTF? in HP. BUT IMMA SURVIVE TILL THE END. COS IMMA MAN. Back to mugging. will post like on Friday when i'm free. :/ and post abt Mock Comp 2 and my Crazy Life till now. Stay tuned.

Ran @ 5:02 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

new skin. time to proclaim another birth. (:

Ran @ 2:50 AM


POST. when it's dead.

Ran @ 2:39 AM

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